Well that's the problem, isn't it? I thought I knew what I wanted to be. That's why I've crafted my image the way I have all these years. I wanted to be adored by thousands. Admired. Envied.

I also wanted to be feared. To have a level of power unmatched by anyone. And....after some work, I got that.

[His brows furrow as he taps his fingers idly on his knees.]

And I've been happy. But then...I lost the amulet. After that I tried to find some other source of power, something else to work with...but so far I've come up empty handed.

I don't.....know what to do now.